Sunday, January 17, 2016

不在 - Absence

/Hey, let’s be friends.

「友達になってくれよ

I’m glad to have met you.

お前に出会えてよかった

I can’t be more proud of myself because I got you as my closest friend.

お前の親友になって、誇らしく思う

Because it is you, I can entrust my hope, my wish

お前だからこそ託せるんだ、俺の希望を、想いを

See you later, friend/

じゃあな、親友」

That night, I lost everything.

Because you’re the one who keeps me sane, in this corrupted world.
You show me your dream, as clear as mine,
And we promised each other to fulfill it.

あの夜、全て失った

この腐った世界に、オレを正気させるのはあなただけだから

夢を話して、オレと同じく明白、

絶対に叶えてみせると互いに約束した

We promised.

And you broke it.

約束したんだ
が、
破れてしまった

あなた自身で

Painfully, kindly,

You didn’t even let me to offer my arms

Just to keep you alive,

Only to make me alive,

残酷で、優しく、

手を伸ばすすら許さなかった

あなたを生かすために

自分を生かすために

But then it was dark, no one,

And I doubt it will be the same again

Because, just because,

You’re the only reason I live

暗い、誰もいない

もう二度と戻れないだろう

何故なら、ただ、

あなたはオレの生きている理由だから

And now you’re gone.

今はもう、
いない。

Tuesday, April 7, 2015

Not Ended Yet - Lyric Translation

Kanji :
Trusting 静かな闘志で 
一歩 踏み出す悪いが
寸分の狂いさえもないだろう

またお前と共に 
挑む機会(とき)が 期せずして訪れた
All right 準備はいいか?  
充分だと お前は言う

理不尽とて試練だろうか 
そんな問いは愚問だろうな
データの中 真実がある 
そうだ見極めろ

Trusting 研ぎ澄まされてく 
どんな イレギュラーだとて
冷静な分析があるのみ

We’ll be starting over on the cliff   
今 夕陽が染めてく
二つのプライド Not ended yet

まだ終わる気などない 
おそらくそう ここにいる者は皆
Maybe 背負うことなら 慣れているさ 
問題ない

理性の奥 心の奥が 
いつか 少し 愉しんでいる
感情とは 不思議なものだ 
時に計れない

無論 易々 言葉にしないが
今も昔も 変わらないものだな 互いに

Just now 何を掴むのか
Someday 何が掴めるか
Don’t know まだ分からないが
Don’t stop 止まることはない

Trusting 揺るがぬ信頼 たった二人だからこそ
証明できる It’s our logical way
Trusting さあ見せてやろう 一歩 踏み出すそこには
冷静な判断があるのみ

We’ll be starting over on the cliff  今 夕陽が染めてく
一つの確信
Not ended yet

Logical way
Not ended yet
Not ended yet

Romaji :
Trusting shizuka na toushi de
Ippo fumidasu warui ga
Sunbun no kurui sae mo nai darou

Mata omae to tomo ni 
Idomu toki ga kisezu site otozureta
All right junbi wa ii ka? 
Juubun da to omae wa iu

Rifujin tote shiren darou ka
Sonna toi wa gumon darou na
Deeta no naka shinjitsu ga aru
Sou da, mikiwamero

Trusting togisumasareteku
Donna irregular da tote
Reisei na bunseki ga aru nomi
We'll be starting over on the cliff
Ima yuuhi ga someteku
Futatsu no puraido
Not ended yet

Mada owaru ki nado nai 
Osoraku sou koko ni iru mono wa mina
Maybe seou koto nara nareteiru sa 
Mondai nai

Risei no oku kokoro no oku ga
Itsuka sukoshi tanoshindeiru
Kanjou towa fushigi na mono da
Toki ni hakarenai

Muron yasuyasu kotoba ni shinai ga
Ima mo mukashi mo kawaranai mono dana
Tagai ni

Just now nani o tsukamu noka
Someday nani ga tsukameru ka
Don't know mada wakaranai ga
Don't stop tomaru koto wa nai

Trusting yuruganu shinrai
Tatta futari dakarakoso
Shoumei dekiru It's our logical way

Trusting saa misete yarou
Ippo fumidasu soko ni wa
Reisei na handan ga aru nomi

We'll be starting over on the cliff
Ima yuuhi ga someteku
Hitotsu no kakushin
Not ended yet

Logical way
Not ended yet
Not ended yet

Translation :
Trusting with quiet fighting spirit
I'll advance one step forward, sorry
There's not even an inch of deviation

So I assume that we will go through together again this time
All right is the preparation done?
All done, is what are you going to say

Even if it's irrational, is it really a trial?
That kind of question is foolish, right?
There's truth inside the data
Yes, let's make sure of it

Trusting it's sharpened
No matter how irregular it is
It's okay as long as we analyze it calmly
We'll be starting over on the cliff
Now, with the setting sun
There's two pride
Not ended yet

I'm not letting it end like this
Perhaps all of peoples here, too 
Maybe if it's about carry something on, I'm getting used to it
So no problem

In the depth of my rational side and heart
Someday will know what enjoyment is
Feelings are strange
It can't be measured

I can't turn it into words perfectly, but
We haven't changed at all, right
Now and in the past

Just now what to to grasp
Someday what being grasped
Don't know I still don't know, but
Don't stop I won't stop

Trusting unwavering trust
Because we're together
We can proof it, It's our logical way

Trusting let's show it
I'll advance one step forward
It's okay as long as we have a calm judgement

We'll be starting over on the cliff
Now, with the setting sun
There's one conviction
Not ended yet

Logical way
Not ended yet
Not ended yet

Sunday, April 5, 2015

Haunted



Title : Haunted
Genre : Romance, Hurt/Comfort
Rating : M
Pairing(s) : Akaya x Yanagi
Summary :  Yanagi doesn’t know who is standing in front of him. Is it his lover? But why he has those eyes that looks like he want to tear him apart?
A/N : I don’t know if this is a proper fic or not, but I like this kind of AkaYana story.

~*~

Sweet dream.
"Akaya.."
Nightmare.
"Yanagi-san.."

Which one?

"You can't run away from me, like, forever!"

His cute little kouhai, partner, lover - whispering such words with maniacal laugh. He touched his lips, bit his neck, grind their hips. Yanagi tried to pull away and he succeeded; for a second. Akaya catch him again and bring their lips to a forceful kiss. It's not the sweet one; it will never be with his younger lover. His kiss always deep and wild; it feels like being eaten alive.

Akaya started to bite again - what, is this kind of fetish? - but rather than that, he should think about how to release himself from his hungry lover. It hurts. It’s scary. He loves Akaya, but this is not him. He’s-

"It’s me, Yanagi-san. It’s me!"
Yanagi opened his eyes.
“Akaya..?”
He saw an innocent smile, right before it changes to terrifying face.

Blood red eyes.
White hair.
Sharp fang.

"I’ll make you gone mad like you did to me!"

Akaya put his hand around his neck. Yanagi stared at him in horror.

"I love you."

The brunette opened his eyes wide. Sweat comes off like a pouring rain. His hands trembling a bit.

He looks up to his surroundings. White walls. Messy desk. Books and papers everywhere. There's one framed photo on desk; it's him and his junior high tennis team.

He let out a content sigh. At least, he's in his room.

So it was a dream.

"Renji-san, you awake?"

Or not.

He stared at Akaya. Seems like he just came out from bath. He bought two cup of coffee. The younger man smiled at him. Yanagi tried his best to calmed his heart down.

"Akaya..?"

"Good morning. Did you sleep well?" Akaya said as he drank his coffee and offered Yanagi the next one. "Here's yours."

"You.."

"Yes?"

Yanagi keep stared at him.

"Are you really.. Akaya?"

Akaya smile falls. His expression darkened. Seeing that, Yanagi's heartbeat skip faster.

So it wasn't dream..?

Akaya put their cup on desk, carefully so he won't get those books and papers dirty. He looked at Yanagi thoughtfully.

It's not red, but the older man still nervous. The image of Devil Mode playing in his head.

"Renji-san, you see that dream again?" He said as caressing Yanagi hair. Yanagi flinch at the touch. He wanted to run. But then when he looked at Akaya once again, his thought of running away is all gone.

He smiles; so gently it hurts. Then he closed his eyes and laughed softly.

"It's alright. It's me, Akaya. I will always stay beside you. I will never, ever hurt you."

Akaya's soft voice soothed him. His words calmed him. The younger man put his lips to his and he relaxed even more.

"Akaya,-"
"Don't apologize. You've been dreaming that kind of dream lately. Maybe you're tired, or just plainly remembering our younger times. It's alright."

He brushed his hand to his straight hair. It feels nice.

"Thank you, Akaya. I'm happy to have you in my life."

Akaya can't hide his happiness when hearing that. He hugged Yanagi tightly, whispering sweet words, and kissed him again, deeper this time. It's not long to have them indulged in passionate tension, made Yanagi wonders why he's so scaried before. Akaya always treat him like a rare treasure; he puts him in his top priority. He's kind and gentle.

He's not a devil.

Yanagi let out satisfied sigh and pulled Akaya closer.

~*~

That's right. That's good.
Come and feel me more.
"Hh.. Akaya.."
Get trapped in sweet nightmare.
And don't forget the fact.
"Yanagi-san.."
That you're mine. Alone.

- Do you feel me? -

My beautiful, gorgeous Renji-san. There's nothing in the world who can compete with your beauty; inside, outside. Your long fingers. Thick lips. Sharp gaze. Everything about you is perfect.

That's why you should feel more; pleasure, and also pain.

I licked my lips, then without warning, I bit his neck until it draws blood. He opened his eyes wide, looking at me with disbelief. Right before he could ask, I kissed and slammed my body against him rather roughly.

"A-Aka.."

I used my tongue to silenced him. It was long, heated kiss. He opened his usually closed eyes, tried to question me with those hazel eyes.

It's not my fault. You're the one who made me like this. You're the one who activated devil inside me; you shouldn't complain. He's me, you know. The other me who wants you just as much as I do. I let him take control because well, he's me myself. I would've kill him if he was anyone else. Beside, I like to see your eyes open like this. It's gorgeous with fear inside.

"Yanagi-san, you are mine."
"This is a dream.."
"Yes, it is."
"That's why you called me by family name.."
"Yes. I'm your past sin."
"Akaya.."

Oh, he let out his tears. His body tremble again.

"Forgive me."
"I won't."
"Don't come to my dream again."
"No. I will bug you forever."
"Please."
"No. I love you."

Because I love you and you made me like this, you can't deny my presence. No, you shouldn't.

He cried and beg, but I will never answer him yes. We will stay like this until the very end and you will never part from me. Our bond won't break, because - do we need a reason? Yes? Well -

I love you and you love me.
That cruel fact will tie you even after you die.

Let me sing you lullaby called reality.

Monday, August 18, 2014

Anta no Ibasho



Title : Anta no Ibasho - a Place Where You Should Belong
Rating : K+.
Genre : General.
Pairing(s) : Mild Kirihara→Yanagi.
Warning(s) : Rough draft.
Disclaimer : I don't own Prince of Tennis.
A/N : Written in Japanese. Akaya POV.

--
赤也視点。妙に腐向けかもしれません。ただのいい先輩後輩にも見えますよ。
言葉はめちゃくちゃですみません、もっともっと勉強します。

いつも後ろにいて忘れられて柳さん、突然消えたらどうでょうかなと思うのです。
--

ーあんたの、居場所ー

俺はこのチームが好きだ。
いつも届かない場所にいる幸村部長。その届かない場所を一所懸命登っている真田副部長。あまりの強さに憧れて後ろに立つ俺たち。
そして、その一番後ろに黙って見守る柳先輩。
この人はいつも遠くに、一人で、なにかを見つけて俺たちを強くさせる。

たまには思った。この人寂しくないのか、と。三強なのにいつも一人で後ろにいる。本人に聞いたら、柳先輩は小さく笑って俺の頭を撫でる。そんなことはないと、優しい声で言っている。

でもやっぱり納得いかない。
むっと不服そうな顔であの人を見つめた。俺の考えを読んだのか、さっきの言葉を続いてるようにまた口を開けた。

「赤也、ここは俺の居場所だ。」
「居場所?
「ああ。居場所とは、一人であっても何があっても、この場所にいたら心が落ち着くんだ。」
「一人で歩いたくせに?
「一人で歩いても前にお前らがいるだろう。それで充分だ。」

前に、俺たちがいるから。
それを聞いてちょっと不思議に思える。まるで俺たちはこの人の支えのようなものになる。それは逆だろう。なんで前にいた人たちが支えになる。それはどうにも可笑しい。

でも本当は、嬉しかった。
この人はちゃんと俺たちと一緒にいる。
まだいろいろ納得いかないが、そうっすかと柳先輩に向かって笑う。

その時から俺は、後ろに向いてるの好きになった。あの人の存在を確認するために。振り向いたら、ああ、いた。何かを書き込んでる。俺はじっと見すぎたら柳先輩はこっち向いて少し微笑んでくれる。こうなったらすっごく、力になったというか、嬉しいというか、言葉に表せないくらい心が和んだ。今日はもっと強くなった気もする。

あんたの居場所に、俺はいる。
俺の居場所もきっと、あんたがー
いる、

はずだった。

今は後ろに向いたら、あんたはいない。 みんながいるのに。決まったところにいるのに、あんただけはいない。

...

遠くに見ても見当たらなかった。
何処だ。
どこだ。

だから探してた。走って探してた。右も左も前も後ろも。見つからなかった。 心が騒いでる。

あんたがいなかったらそれでもここは、 俺の居場所、なのか。

俺は走って走って、汗が激しく落ちても無視して足を動かす。 あんたに会えたら俺はどうなってもいい。

あんたは俺のー、だから。

少し離れたところに、やっと見つけた。 あの人はすっごく遠くにある前にいた。知らない人の側にいた。知らない表情を見せた。 楽しそうに笑った。 それを見て自分はまた、心が騒いでる。
ズキ
ズキ

あー、眩しい。
あんたの知らない表情が。

みんなはいつも、あの人は俺に甘すぎと言ってる。確かに柳先輩は優しい声で俺の名前を呼んでる。優しく頭を撫でる。何があったらすぐ助けにくる。俺にとってずっと、頼りになる人だった。

でもその俺に甘い人は、こんな表情に俺に向かう一度もない。

息が苦しくなった。
だから、その場から離れた。 一、二歩。 足が重い。

柳先輩の姿はもう見えなくなった。 もう一度振り向いてみたら、やっぱりあの人はいない。あの人はもう、俺の届かない場所にいる。もう俺のことなどー

俺は、
居場所を失ったのか。

Friday, March 21, 2014

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Saturday, January 18, 2014

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