Not Ended Yet - Lyric Translation

Kanji :
Trusting 静かな闘志で　
一歩　踏み出す悪いが
寸分の狂いさえもないだろう

またお前と共に　
挑む機会(とき)が　期せずして訪れた
All right 準備はいいか？  
充分だ…と　お前は言う

理不尽とて試練だろうか　
そんな問いは愚問だろうな
データの中　真実がある　
そうだ見極めろ

Trusting 研ぎ澄まされてく　
どんな　イレギュラーだとて
冷静な分析があるのみ

We’ll be starting over on the cliff   
今 夕陽が染めてく
二つのプライド Not ended yet

まだ終わる気などない　
おそらくそう　ここにいる者は皆
Maybe 背負うことなら　慣れているさ　
問題ない

理性の奥　心の奥が　
いつか　少し　愉しんでいる
感情とは　不思議なものだ　
時に計れない

無論　易々　言葉にしないが
今も昔も　変わらないものだな　互いに

Just now 何を掴むのか
Someday 何が掴めるか
Don’t know まだ分からないが
Don’t stop 止まることはない

Trusting 揺るがぬ信頼　たった二人だからこそ
証明できる It’s our logical way
Trusting さあ見せてやろう　一歩　踏み出すそこには
冷静な判断があるのみ

We’ll be starting over on the cliff  今 夕陽が染めてく
一つの確信
Not ended yet

Logical way
Not ended yet
Not ended yet

Romaji :

Trusting shizuka na toushi de

Ippo fumidasu warui ga

Sunbun no kurui sae mo nai darou

Mata omae to tomo ni 

Idomu toki ga kisezu site otozureta

All right junbi wa ii ka? 

Juubun da to omae wa iu

Rifujin tote shiren darou ka

Sonna toi wa gumon darou na

Deeta no naka shinjitsu ga aru

Sou da, mikiwamero

Trusting togisumasareteku

Donna irregular da tote

Reisei na bunseki ga aru nomi

We'll be starting over on the cliff

Ima yuuhi ga someteku

Futatsu no puraido

Not ended yet

Mada owaru ki nado nai 

Osoraku sou koko ni iru mono wa mina

Maybe seou koto nara nareteiru sa 

Mondai nai

Risei no oku kokoro no oku ga

Itsuka sukoshi tanoshindeiru

Kanjou towa fushigi na mono da

Toki ni hakarenai

Muron yasuyasu kotoba ni shinai ga

Ima mo mukashi mo kawaranai mono dana

Tagai ni

Just now nani o tsukamu noka

Someday nani ga tsukameru ka

Don't know mada wakaranai ga

Don't stop tomaru koto wa nai

Trusting yuruganu shinrai

Tatta futari dakarakoso

Shoumei dekiru It's our logical way

Trusting saa misete yarou

Ippo fumidasu soko ni wa

Reisei na handan ga aru nomi

We'll be starting over on the cliff

Ima yuuhi ga someteku

Hitotsu no kakushin

Not ended yet

Logical way

Not ended yet

Not ended yet

Translation :

Trusting with quiet fighting spirit

I'll advance one step forward, sorry

There's not even an inch of deviation

So I assume that we will go through together again this time

All right is the preparation done?

All done, is what are you going to say

Even if it's irrational, is it really a trial?

That kind of question is foolish, right?

There's truth inside the data

Yes, let's make sure of it

Trusting it's sharpened

No matter how irregular it is

It's okay as long as we analyze it calmly

We'll be starting over on the cliff

Now, with the setting sun

There's two pride

Not ended yet

I'm not letting it end like this

Perhaps all of peoples here, too 

Maybe if it's about carry something on, I'm getting used to it

So no problem

In the depth of my rational side and heart

Someday will know what enjoyment is

Feelings are strange

It can't be measured

I can't turn it into words perfectly, but

We haven't changed at all, right

Now and in the past

Just now what to to grasp

Someday what being grasped

Don't know I still don't know, but

Don't stop I won't stop

Trusting unwavering trust

Because we're together

We can proof it, It's our logical way

Trusting let's show it

I'll advance one step forward

It's okay as long as we have a calm judgement

We'll be starting over on the cliff

Now, with the setting sun

There's one conviction

Not ended yet

Logical way

Not ended yet

Not ended yet

Haunted

Title : Haunted

Genre : Romance, Hurt/Comfort

Rating : M

Pairing(s) : Akaya x Yanagi

Summary :  Yanagi doesn’t know who is standing in front of him. Is it his lover? But why he has those eyes that looks like he want to tear him apart?

A/N : I don’t know if this is a proper fic or not, but I like this kind of AkaYana story.

~*~

Sweet dream.
"Akaya.."
Nightmare.
"Yanagi-san.."

Which one?

"You can't run away from me, like, forever!"

His cute little kouhai, partner, lover - whispering such words with maniacal laugh. He touched his lips, bit his neck, grind their hips. Yanagi tried to pull away and he succeeded; for a second. Akaya catch him again and bring their lips to a forceful kiss. It's not the sweet one; it will never be with his younger lover. His kiss always deep and wild; it feels like being eaten alive.

Akaya started to bite again - what, is this kind of fetish? - but rather than that, he should think about how to release himself from his hungry lover. It hurts. It’s scary. He loves Akaya, but this is not him. He’s-

"It’s me, Yanagi-san. It’s me!"
Yanagi opened his eyes.
“Akaya..?”
He saw an innocent smile, right before it changes to terrifying face.

Blood red eyes.
White hair.
Sharp fang.

"I’ll make you gone mad like you did to me!"

Akaya put his hand around his neck. Yanagi stared at him in horror.

"I love you."

The brunette opened his eyes wide. Sweat comes off like a pouring rain. His hands trembling a bit.

He looks up to his surroundings. White walls. Messy desk. Books and papers everywhere. There's one framed photo on desk; it's him and his junior high tennis team.

He let out a content sigh. At least, he's in his room.

So it was a dream.

"Renji-san, you awake?"

Or not.

He stared at Akaya. Seems like he just came out from bath. He bought two cup of coffee. The younger man smiled at him. Yanagi tried his best to calmed his heart down.

"Akaya..?"

"Good morning. Did you sleep well?" Akaya said as he drank his coffee and offered Yanagi the next one. "Here's yours."

"You.."

"Yes?"

Yanagi keep stared at him.

"Are you really.. Akaya?"

Akaya smile falls. His expression darkened. Seeing that, Yanagi's heartbeat skip faster.

So it wasn't dream..?

Akaya put their cup on desk, carefully so he won't get those books and papers dirty. He looked at Yanagi thoughtfully.

It's not red, but the older man still nervous. The image of Devil Mode playing in his head.

"Renji-san, you see that dream again?" He said as caressing Yanagi hair. Yanagi flinch at the touch. He wanted to run. But then when he looked at Akaya once again, his thought of running away is all gone.

He smiles; so gently it hurts. Then he closed his eyes and laughed softly.

"It's alright. It's me, Akaya. I will always stay beside you. I will never, ever hurt you."

Akaya's soft voice soothed him. His words calmed him. The younger man put his lips to his and he relaxed even more.

"Akaya,-"
"Don't apologize. You've been dreaming that kind of dream lately. Maybe you're tired, or just plainly remembering our younger times. It's alright."

He brushed his hand to his straight hair. It feels nice.

"Thank you, Akaya. I'm happy to have you in my life."

Akaya can't hide his happiness when hearing that. He hugged Yanagi tightly, whispering sweet words, and kissed him again, deeper this time. It's not long to have them indulged in passionate tension, made Yanagi wonders why he's so scaried before. Akaya always treat him like a rare treasure; he puts him in his top priority. He's kind and gentle.

He's not a devil.

Yanagi let out satisfied sigh and pulled Akaya closer.

~*~

That's right. That's good.
Come and feel me more.
"Hh.. Akaya.."
Get trapped in sweet nightmare.
And don't forget the fact.
"Yanagi-san.."
That you're mine. Alone.

- Do you feel me? -

My beautiful, gorgeous Renji-san. There's nothing in the world who can compete with your beauty; inside, outside. Your long fingers. Thick lips. Sharp gaze. Everything about you is perfect.

That's why you should feel more; pleasure, and also pain.

I licked my lips, then without warning, I bit his neck until it draws blood. He opened his eyes wide, looking at me with disbelief. Right before he could ask, I kissed and slammed my body against him rather roughly.

"A-Aka.."

I used my tongue to silenced him. It was long, heated kiss. He opened his usually closed eyes, tried to question me with those hazel eyes.

It's not my fault. You're the one who made me like this. You're the one who activated devil inside me; you shouldn't complain. He's me, you know. The other me who wants you just as much as I do. I let him take control because well, he's me myself. I would've kill him if he was anyone else. Beside, I like to see your eyes open like this. It's gorgeous with fear inside.

"Yanagi-san, you are mine."
"This is a dream.."
"Yes, it is."
"That's why you called me by family name.."
"Yes. I'm your past sin."
"Akaya.."

Oh, he let out his tears. His body tremble again.

"Forgive me."
"I won't."
"Don't come to my dream again."
"No. I will bug you forever."
"Please."
"No. I love you."

Because I love you and you made me like this, you can't deny my presence. No, you shouldn't.

He cried and beg, but I will never answer him yes. We will stay like this until the very end and you will never part from me. Our bond won't break, because - do we need a reason? Yes? Well -

I love you and you love me.
That cruel fact will tie you even after you die.

Let me sing you lullaby called reality.