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Harga belum termasuk ongkos kirim. Pengiriman biasa dilakukan via JNE, jika ingin melihat-lihat tabel ongkos kirim bisa dicek di website JNE (biasanya saya yang mengecek, jadi jangan khawatir ;D). Meski demikian pelanggan bebas menentukan jasa pengiriman yang diinginkan asalkan jasa tersebut ada di daerah saya.

Pembayaran dilakukan via transfer rekening mandiri.
Kalau mau ketemu langsung juga boleh, saya berlokasi di Malang, dekat UB.
Terima kasih atas perhatiannya (^_^)

- Anna -

Start The Music ♪

You are what you listen ♪

Feel depressed? Listen to this song and think again.
Seishun Glory - Script
Hikari - Kirihara Akaya
Rise ~ Gekokujoutou - Hiyoshi Wakashi

In love with someone? Let's dance and feel the love.
Koikaze - Oishi Shuichirou
Dahlia - Yukimura Seiichi
Koi Da Nau - Chitose Senri

Or maybe want to cry your eyes out because it's a goodbye?
...Mitai na Arukee - Atobe Keigo
Dakishimete Shimaisou Sa - Tezuka Kunimitsu
Ano Basho Made - Kawamura Takashi

Light hearted?
Everyday - Sengoku Kiyosumi
Dreaming on The Radio - Echizen Ryoma
Sunshine on My Heart - Shiraishi Kuranosuke

Upbeat!
Perfect Game - Kamio Akira
Aoi Honoo - Yanagisawa Shinya & Kisarazu Atsushi
Daroi? - Marui Bunta

Let's have a good laugh!
Banana no Namida - Sanada Genichirou & Tezuka Kunimitsu
Milk - Inui Sadaharu, Kaidoh Kaoru, & Echizen Ryoma
Teppen Song - Konjiki Koharu & Hitouji Yuuji

-.-.-.-

Trivia :
I feel highly motivated when I listen to Akaya's song and feel slightly depressed when I listen to Yanagi's song.
Why you two.
Stop playing with my mind.

Good Yanagi Stories For Read

SHOUSETSU
Some of my favorite Yanagi-centric fanfiction/novel in English and Japanese. Most of them, like, 87% are Kirihara x Yanagi (or Yanagi x Kirihara). Others are Yanagi x Niou, and Troika (Sanada x Yanagi or Yanagi x Yukimura). Maybe later I will add Inui x Yanagi.
I give slight review (summary?) for first 5stories because I really, really like them.  Later stories, if I give it ☆ mark then it's special for me, like the author is rather popular or the story really give me feels so you must check them.

1. Accidentally All Right [http://reposte.livejournal.com/42299.html]
Kirihara x Fem!Yanagi. Slight R18 contents. I really like this one that I never get bored no matter how much I reread it. About teenagers and their sexual desire..? (lol). They are just a kid with curiosity and longing of love. This story connected with other story with different pairings, and compared the others, they are secretive with their relationship. They are childish and mature in the same time. Bittersweet love story.
More from this author : I like all works from this author, like continuation of this story, Maybe Definitely or another not-so-happy story titled Bad Romance. General-romance fic like Appropriation, Might Be Found, Untitled, and Victory Spoils are also nice to read.

2. Like a Strip [http://www.pixiv.net/novel/show.php?id=1152418]
Kirihara x Yanagi. Slight Sanada x Yanagi and Sanada x Yukimura. Some chapter include R18 and mention of rape. About broken love, maybe? Somehow everyone is at fault, and in the other side everyone is right. Everyone have their dark secret and they are protecting their precious thing with their own way. Sad love story. Still in continuing until now.
More from this author : So far, Like a Strip is my only ultra favorite from this author. But I also like 水面下にて, 渇, and キスアンドクライ.

3. Fragments of Irony [http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6283953/1/Fragments-of-Irony]
Compilation of Yanagi-centric drabbles. I can't say much about this one except I LOVE it. It's about Yanagi and his interaction (relationship? development?) with others, mostly Kirihara, Inui, Yukimura, and Sanada. Another bittersweet moments. Thoughtful and nicely written.
More from this author : The author is one of my favorite Yanagi ficcer. She's good at expressing words and write it beautifully. I can't choose one because I like all Yanagi fics made by her. Maybe, Evergreen Stop and a-blocker are my second favorite. Sometimes I refuse to reread her fic titled Analgesic because I know I will end up crying and cursing Akaya (lol).

4. 三日間の赤也 [http://blog.livedoor.jp/arigatoko1000/archives/51708287.html]
Kirihara x Yanagi. Slight R18 contents. I just read this several days ago and I can't get it out of my head. About Akaya losing his memory and Yanagi helping him to remember.. sort of. Sad love story. Bring tissues with you or maybe listen to Atobe song, ..Mitai na Arukee while read this. It will give you feels.
More from this author : The author likes Kirihara x Yanagi with Sanada x Yanagi as side pairing. It's always end up with Kirihara x Yanagi, though. Her Kirihara has a really good characterization, in my opinion. Sadly, other than this one, she's only write 3 Yanagi stories. 花と蜜蜂 　目次   and ねえ、ちゃんとしよう？ are connected. It's quite good.  花屋物語 is still a draft, but it's not bad to read.

5. 美しい名前 [http://www.pixiv.net/novel/show.php?id=3011962]
Yanagi x Kirihara. Another bittersweet love story (you know my taste now lol). About Akaya getting injured and the doctor said it's impossible for him to continue playing tennis. Yanagi blame himself for that, but never once Akaya said that it's his fault.
More from this author : -

6. Wishing Upon Stars [http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6886775/1/Wishing-Upon-Stars]
7. Wrong Place, Right Time [http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5512753/1/Wrong-Place-Right-Time] ☆
8. 赤也と柳 [http://www.pixiv.net/novel/show.php?id=2232232] ☆
9. Psychedelic [http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6701710/1/Psychedelic]
10. 未来の柳赤 [http://www.pixiv.net/novel/show.php?id=1886807] ☆
11. Fine [http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4130506/1/Fine]
12. agekeep [http://54.xmbs.jp/cmm-246398-ch.php?guid=on] ☆
13. インデュアレンス [http://www.pixiv.net/novel/show.php?id=1959084]
14. 205号室の悩める青年たち [http://www.pixiv.net/novel/show.php?id=2755695]
15. 温かい指先 [http://www.pixiv.net/novel/show.php?id=2127791]

DOUJINSHI
Doujinshi/fancomic time! All in Japanese which I found in pixiv. Yanagi fanartist are not as much as other Rikkai member, but they are dedicated and have good sense. Here's the list of my favorite Yanagi-centered doujinshis (mostly Akaya x Yanagi).

1. 柳蓮二の暗い話 [http://www.pixiv.net/member_illust.php?mode=medium&illust_id=23231143]
Yanagi and Sanada. Friendship. Sorta sad.

2. TAG [http://www.pixiv.net/member_illust.php?mode=medium&illust_id=31607689]
Akaya x Yanagi. General. One of the best Yanagi fanartist.

3. 更なる高みへ昇ってこい [http://www.pixiv.net/member_illust.php?mode=medium&illust_id=31475387]
Yanagi with Big Three and Akaya. General. One of the best Yanagi & YanaAka fanartist.

4. 消える赤 [http://www.pixiv.net/member_illust.php?mode=medium&illust_id=29171421]
Akaya x Yanagi. Sorta angst.

5. 約束「http://www.pixiv.net/member_illust.php?mode=medium&illust_id=36754325」
Yanagi and Inui. Beautiful Friendship.

6. やなにお捏造大人 [http://www.pixiv.net/member_illust.php?mode=medium&illust_id=16489797]
Yanagi x Niou. Full of sexiness.

7. 歌舞伎町で逢いましょう [http://www.pixiv.net/member_illust.php?mode=medium&illust_id=32915899]
Akaya x Yanagi. Funny. One of good AkaYana artist.

8. 本当何も考えてない [http://www.pixiv.net/member_illust.php?mode=medium&illust_id=22968633]
Yanagi and Sanada. Friendship.

9. かえりみち [http://www.pixiv.net/member_illust.php?mode=medium&illust_id=27025546]
Yanagi x Akaya. Romance, a bit sad.

10. 柳さんのマスタープラン [http://www.pixiv.net/member_illust.php?mode=medium&illust_id=27268095]
Yanagi x Akaya. General Romance?

Some great and dedicated Yanagi fanartist.
11. なっちsan
12. ﾄｷﾜﾐﾄﾞﾘsan
13. 根古芽好物san
14. 茶渋san
15. もぅsan
16. Tanio san
17. 良太佐木san
18. ゆきえsan
19. くらげsan
20. gozo san

After reading bunch of Yanagi stories, I got some interesting fact.
- In western fandom, it's called YanaKiri or Kinky Pair for Yanagi x Kirihara, while in japan fandom it's called AkaYana or YanaAka.
- In western fandom, YanaKiri (seme!Yanagi) is more popular while in japan fandom it's AkaYana (seme!Akaya) that more popular.
- There are few stories that resemble in japan and western fandom, like 三日間の赤也 with a-blocker and Appropriation with 赤也と柳. It's not exactly same, but somehow the feels is resembling.
- Datapair is more popular in western fandom.

...You see, before I search in pixiv I used to ship YanaKiri and can't stand AkaYana, but now I prefer Akaya as seme than Yanagi (lol).

That's it for now. If I find good new story, I will edit this entry and add them.

Yanagi-Centric Drabbles

Some drabbles, Yanagi-centric. Maybe some grammatical errors.
Disclaimer : Prince of Tennis is not mine. It's Takeshi Konomi's.

Coach & Manager

Other teams wonder why Rikkai tennis team don't have a strong presence of coach or manager. No - is there really one? 

Someday one of them asked, and the regulars just smile and quietly say, "We have high standards. We'll accept those who can surpass our strategist, or at least an equal."

Now they understand enough why.

Looking Back

Kirihara Akaya always been told for his only looking forward, but little they know that he's frequently looking at his back, too; to make sure there is someone and that someone is watching him. When that someone does, he will continue to look forward; with satisfied smile.

Soft

It's not like that Sanada Genichirou can't win against him when they argue; he will never admit that he's wrong and that's the truth. But his gentle and kind voice always beat him, so in the end, he'll agree for whatever he says. 

Tears

Everyone thought he's a cold person because he never actually show his emotion, but Yukimura knows better. When he's hospitalized, he's the one who hold back tears and stay calm to make sure that everything is going to be all right, and he cried the loudest (not literally, but, you know) when his operation success. 

Rival

When everyone measure themselves with Sanada or Yukimura, Niou isn't. His goal never their evil buchou or fukubuchou; he goes to their evil sanbou instead; because their specialty are the same; strategies and mind-crushing. He still doesn't have a chance to win yet, though.

Pushover

Sometimes Jackal wonders how he manages his time and never look tired; because he has work more than everyone else do in the team - like student council or treasurer job or taking data or babysit Akaya - and he never complaints. Jackal isn't sure if he's a pushover or just enjoying himself.

Alike

They are alike, almost the same; except in different way. They enjoy reading, writing poems, anything aesthetic, and knowledge. It's just, Yagyuu likes everything foreign while he likes everything traditional. That's not a problem, though; they are still close.

Big Brother

He looked like a big brother in the team with his calm and collective nature, but Marui never thought that way. For the volley specialist, he's just like a little child who wants to know everything in the world and pretend to be an adult. He knows almost everything, yes, but he's still a child.

Reflection

Once he looked at his reflection in mirror and think, why am I like this. Hardened face, sharp look, unwavering expression; everything about him just too serious. It reflects his personality, too. He wished he can be more expressive like Akaya or Marui, have a kindness like Jackal or Yagyuu, be more light-hearted like Seiichi or Niou, or maybe a tough heart like Genichirou; but then again he's not them. He's satisfied enough with his poker face, or straight-forwardness, or cyborg-like mind, or secretive personality; at least he has one thing that's most important. So he smiles. 

[Special for OTP]

Comfortable

One day in U-17 camp, they caught to be sleep together in the same bed, hugging each other. When asked, Kirihara said, "Because I feel calm around him and he smells nice" . Hearing Kirihara answer, he smiles and says, answering the question, "Because his hair feel nice and comfortable."

Ano Sora E

Title : Ano Sora E

Rating : K+.

Genre : General.

Pairing(s) : None.

Warning(s) : Rough draft, belom sempurna.

Disclaimer : I don’t own Prince of Tennis. All right reserved to Konomi Takeshi.

A/N : Cerita seputar penyakit Yukimura dan perasaan Akaya, serta sedikit peran Yanagi. Aku suka cerita yang begini, yang meski dari sudut pandang Akaya, namun sebenarnya yang ingin kutonjolkan adalah persahabatan Yukimura-Yanagi dan rasa percaya di antara mereka. Yanagi terlihat cuek, namun sebenarnya dia memikirkan timnya lebih dari siapapun. Menurutku. 

“YUKIMURAAAAA!”

Musim dingin kelas 1, tak lama setelah anak kelas 3 mengundurkan diri.

Ketua klub yang baru, Yukimura-buchou, jatuh.

Saat itu kami baru saja pulang dari latihan - setelah mampir ke konbini untuk jajan. Baru saja kami tertawa bersama menuruni tangga untuk masuk peron. Tiba-tiba saja.

Teriakan Sanada-fukubuchou menggema ke penjuru stasiun.

Melihat wajah pucat Yukimura-buchou dan dinginnya tangannya, akupun ikut berteriak.

Yang lain ikut berkerumun. Yanagi-senpai menelpon ambulans.

Meski kugenggam seerat apapun tangannya, kupanggil sekeras apapun, Yukimura-buchou menolak untuk membuka matanya.

 -

Begitu ambulans datang, kamipun berdesakan masuk ke mobil ambulans. Tidak ada sepatah katapun terucap; bahkan Niou-senpai yang suka iseng dan Marui-senpai yang ceria terdiam. Semua mata tertuju pada Yukimura-buchou yang masih memejamkan mata.

Setibanya di rumah sakit, ia langsung diangkut ke kamar pasien untuk diperiksa. Kami menunggu di luar penuh harap, agar Yukimura-buchou baik-baik saja dan hanya sedikit pusing.

Namun semua harapan sirna begitu dokter keluar kamar pasien dan memberitahu bahwa Yukimura-buchou mengindap penyakit serius yang bahkan untuk bermain tenis saja sudah tidak mungkin dilakukan. Kalaupun ia menjalani operasi, kemungkinannya hanya 50%.

Selama ini aku percaya bahwa aku bukan orang yang cengeng, tapi mungkin sebenarnya begitu – karena dengan mudahnya kuteteskan air mata begitu mendengar vonis tersebut. Kupukulkan kepalan tanganku ke pintu dan berteriak mengapa semua ini terjadi. Mengapa Yukimura-buchou.

Bagaimana bisa takdir merebut tenis darinya yang begitu mencintai permainan ini lebih dari siapapun?

Para senior mencoba menenangkanku. Sanada-fukubuchou memarahiku dengan nada keras. Tapi semua itu terlihat sia-sia karena wajah mereka bahkan terlihat lebih murung dariku. Fukubuchou juga terlihat menahan air matanya. Semua memiliki perasaan yang sama.

Beberapa waktu kemudian buchou tersadar. Kami diperbolehkan masuk setelah dokter berbicara mengenai kondisinya. Saat kami masuk, buchou masih dengan senyumnya, hanya saja dengan air muka sedih. Ia menyuruh kami untuk tidak usah memikirkannya, lebih baik kami fokus ke latihan untuk pertandingan musim panas nanti. Meski tanpanya, bisiknya. Sanada-fukubuchou pun mengangkat kepalanya. Ia bersumpah untuk terus menang dan membawa medali kemenangan ke pangkuan Yukimura. Ia berkata dengan nada keras, penuh keyakinan, serta parau karena tangisan yang tak kuasa ia tahan. Aku mengiyakan sambil berkata bahwa kita tak akan melanggar janji ini. Janji yang mengikat kami semua. Kutolehkan pandangan kepada yang lain, merekapun mengangguk.

Yukimura-buchou tersenyum sambil menggenggamkan tangannya. Janji ya, bisiknya dengan penuh keteguhan hati.

-

Hari-hari berlalu. Kami menjalani latihan keras. Berada di bawah kepemimpinan Sanada-fukubuchou sangatlah berbeda dibandingan dengan Yukimura-buchou. Ia tidak mengizinkan kekalahan sedikitpun; jika ada yang mengalami kekalahan, ia tak ragu untuk melayangkan pukulannya. Memang keras, namun kami tidak menyalahkannya; karena kami punya janji untuk terus menang demi Yukimura-buchou.

Sesekali kami menjenguk buchou sehabis latihan; Marui-senpai dan Jackal-senpai kerap membelikan makanan untuknya. Niou-senpai menunjukkan sulap agar ia terhibur, terkadang dibantu oleh Yagyuu-senpai (yang sebenarnya agak lamban). Yanagi-senpai selalu menanyakan kondisinya dan sesekali menceritakan kejadian-kejadian saat kegiatan klub berlangsung. Sanada-fukubuchou selalu menemaninya berbicara di sampingnya.

Semuanya terlihat biasa saja, namun jauh di dalam lubuk hatiku, aku berharap ini segera berakhir. Segeralah lepaskan buchou, agar kami bisa tertawa bersama di ruang klub, di atas lapangan rumput yang hijau.

Suatu waktu aku pergi menjenguk buchou berdua saja dengan Yanagi-senpai, strategis kami yang jenius. Awalnya aku tidak suka dengannya karena ia tak bisa ditebak dan terkesan dingin, namun kenyataannya sekarang dialah orang yang paling dekat denganku karena dia mempunyai tugas untuk mengawasi serta memberi arahan padaku. Meski pendiam, ia tidak dingin dan selalu memikirkan teman satu tim.

Di tengah perjalanan, aku bertanya padanya mengapa Yukimura-buchou harus mengalami hal seperti ini. Mengapa bukan yang lain saja. Ia menegurku dan berkata bahwa hal seperti ini tidak seharusnya ditunjukkan untuk siapapun. Ia juga berkata bahwa takdir menimpakan semua ini pada buchou tidak tanpa alasan. Aku menatapnya sambil berkata kalau ia terlalu tenang, apa ia tidak memikirkan buchou sedikitpun? Dipikir-pikir, apa dia meneteskan air mata saat buchou terjatuh atau divonis tidak bisa main tenis lagi?

Akupun menghentikan langkah dan menatapnya ragu. Iapun ikut berhenti. Akupun kembali bertanya apakah ia tidak merasa sedih akan apa yang menimpa buchou. Ia membuka matanya sedikit, lalu membalikkan badan. Dengan senyum pilu ia berkata tentu saja ia memikirkan Yukimura-buchou, tentu saja ia meneteskan air mata, dan tentu ia sedih melihat kondisi Yukimura-buchou yang sekarang. Terus kenapa, tanyaku dengan nada meninggi. Iapun menoleh ke arahku lagi. Karena aku tak ingin dimarahi Seiichi, ucapnya. Alisku mengernyit. Apa maksudnya. Iapun menjelaskan bahwa bila ia bersedih, Yukimura-buchou akan kebingungan, dan itu akan menyulitkannya. Ia tak ingin membuat Yukimura kebingungan lebih dari ini. Berulang kali air matanya hendak menetes saat melihat buchou terbaring di kasur rumah sakit, namun semua itu mengering begitu mengingat bahwa buchou pun sedang berusaha melawan penyakitnya. Ia merasa tak pantas untuk berhati lemah dan merengek. Sama seperti yang lain, tentu iapun memikirkan buchou, namun bukan dengan cara meratapi hal yang menimpanya dan menangisinya. Ia menujukku dan Sanada-fukubuchou yang ekspresif mewakili perasaannya untuk ditunjukkan pada buchou. Itu saja cukup, ujarnya pelan menutup ucapan panjang lebarnya.

Kata-katanya memenuhi kepalaku. Aku merasa bahwa apa yang ia katakan benar. Ia kembali melangkahkan kakinya. Akupun mengikutinya. Kutengadahkan kepalaku ke langit. Langit begitu biru, awan putih berarakan, dengan deru angin lembut. Meskipun ada kalanya langit berwarna kehitaman dan merintikkan air hujan ke bumi, pada akhirnya langit akan kembali terang dengan warna birunya yang cemerlang.

Senyum terukir di bibirku. Kulewati sosok Yanagi-senpai sambil berterima kasih dengan suara pelan. Setelah itu akupun berlari dan mengajaknya untuk berlomba sampai rumah sakit.

Tidak ada waktu untuk merengek.

Jangan berhati lemah.

Karena aku – kami – punya janji.

Janji yang mengikat persahabatan kami semua.

Untuk menjadi lebih kuat.

Demi Yukimura-buchou.

Demi Rikkaidai.

Demi diriku sendiri.  

好きだから

Title : 好きだから

Rating : K+.

Genre : General.

Pairing(s) : AkayaxYanagi.

Warning(s) : None.

Disclaimer : I don’t own Prince of Tennis. All right reserved to Konomi Takeshi.

A/N : More AkaYana. They had a fight. A bit sad, perhaps. 

-.-.-.-

"Enough! Do whatever you want! I don't care anymore! Why don't you die with your own pool of tears! Alone, forever!"

With that, he left.
Akaya.
My junior, who has a feeling for me.
My lover, sort of.

We just had a little fight. Just a simple, little fight. But it end up like this.

"Die, huh.."
And in my own pool of tears, he said. Isn't it a little too much?

Hurts.

So he confessed to me a few weeks ago. I agreed to go out with him. We spent time together. We hold hands. We kiss. We laugh. We're happy. I think it's enough.

But he wants more. He wants to know deeper about me. He wants me to open up with him, talk things with him, show all of my emotion to him.

But I can't.
It's not a simple thing for me. I wasn't used to show affection to others - no - I don't know how to show them. I don't know how to share.

That's why he's angry. Because he thinks he's not good enough. He's not important enough to me. I was mad at his way of thinking. Isn't it enough, as long as we're happy? Why should I show him my weak, bad side? It's my emotion, I have right to do whatever I want. I want to keep it myself, so what? He should mind his own business. That's what I said, and that's what makes everything end up like this.

He never got mad before. He always listen to whatever I say, and when we had fight, he always apologize first because he knew, I never wrong.
But it seems like today's event won't be same like usual.

Die in my own pool of tears, alone, forever..
How could he said such thing?
Alone, he said.
Forever, he said..

Suddenly, tears falls.
I never feel this pain before, not even when I left Sadaharu.
I touch my own tears. It's hot.

--Hurts.

I cried some more. Cried until my eyes went red, until I can't feel my own breath.

Hurts.
My eyes, my throat, my chest, my heart.
Why.

I can't see my surroundings. It's blurry. My hand can't stop shaking.
So.
I was alone.
In my pool of tears.
Maybe, forever.

Suddenly my cellphone rang. New mail arrived.
I look at my cellphone on the table.
It's 68.1% probability him.

I don't want to see.
I don't want to know.
Yet, my hand come closer to the table, reaching for the cellphone.
It's still blurry, I can't see. So slowly, I wipe my tears. I open the mail.

Indeed, it's from Akaya.
It has no subject. The contents said,
"..I still love you anyway."

I opened my usually half-closed eyes. I read it again and again.
It's not hateful words.
It's not a break up announcement.
It's..

My tears fell again.
It hurts, but different from before. I don't know what's it called.

What a jerk.
What are you saying after told that I should die. That I'm alone.
If you send me a mail like this, isn't it an exact opposite?

I cried some more.
So, I'm fall in love.
And I'm loved.

I'm not alone.

This time is my bad, so I must apologize to him. Will he forgive me? Why of course, because we love each other.

So, what should I say?
Is a simple "I love you" sounds convincing?
What do you think?

Pieces

Title : Pieces

Rating : K+.

Genre : General.

Pairing(s) : None.

Warning(s) : None.

Disclaimer : I don’t own Prince of Tennis. All right reserved to Konomi Takeshi.

A/N : Rikkai's Sankyou (big three) time! It's in Indonesian though. Saya suka big three, dan inilah wujud mereka di mata saya. Tetep, mostly Yanagi-centric & rough draft. 

Mereka adalah tiga orang yang membimbing rikkai menuju kemenangan mutlak. Dari pribadi mereka yang berbeda, mereka bersatu, hingga membentuk kesatuan yang kuat dan cemerlang. Seperti cermin yang takkan pecah meski jatuh dari tempat setinggi apapun. Atau dilempar dengan benda sekuat apapun. Begitu kokoh dan jernih.

Namun, cermin itu hancur sedikit demi sedikit setelah Yukimura masuk rumah sakit. Cermin yang terbentuk dari curahan hati dan kerja keras mereka bertiga hancur menjadi kepingan kecil.

Yukimura pergi, tertinggal sendiri di rumah sakit yang berdinding putih bersih. Seprei, selimut, bantal, kasur, sampai bunga yang menghiasi kamarnya pun berwarna putih. Namun dalam pandangan Yukimura, semua terlihat hitam. Kosong.

Sanada tetap tinggal, bermaksud meneruskan mimpi mereka bertiga untuk terus menang sampai Yukimura kembali. Mereka bertiga? Bukannya ia hanya memikirkan Yukimura sampai hatinya yang sebenarnya paling murni diantara mereka bertiga jadi dipenuhi kegelapan yang haus akan kemenangan?

Dan akhirnya, disana berdiri seorang Yanagi. Ia tidak bergerak maju ataupun mundur. Ia menatap kedua sahabatnya yang semakin menjauh; lalu memperhatikan cermin yang telah hancur menjadi kepingan di depan matanya. Diambilnya satu kepingan.

Oh, kepingan ini,
Sesungguhnya begitu kokoh, namun kenapa pecah juga?
Apakah ini pertanda bahwa mimpi kita bertiga akan berakhir sampai disini?
Tercerai-berai seperti kepingan cermin ini?

Yanagi melihat kedua sahabatnya lagi. Mereka sudah hampir tak terlihat. Awan hitam di sekeliling mereka semakin mengaburkan pandangan.

Tak lama, ia mengambil kepingan-kepingan itu satu per satu. Ia mencoba untuk menyusun kembali kepingan tersebut. Tentu bukan hal yang mudah karena sudah terpecah kemana-mana, dan kemungkinan ada pecahan yang hilang.

Namun Yanagi tetap berusaha untuk menyusunnya. Ia terlanjur mempercayai - dan bermaksud untuk terus percaya - bahwa kepingan itu akan kembali seperti semula. Mungkin tidak akan sama seperti dulu, namun ia tidak peduli.

Asalkan cermin itu bisa tersusun kembali,
Asalkan mereka bisa bersatu kembali,
Karena ia percaya, bahwa mimpi mereka bertiga tidak akan hancur begitu saja.

Meski mereka tak melihatku lagi,
Akan kujaga kepingan-kepingan ini,
Sampai saatnya mereka tersusun kembali.

Reason

Title : Reason

Rating : K+.

Genre : General.

Pairing(s) : Kirihara x Yanagi, onesided Yanagi x Sanada.

Warning(s) : Boyxboy.

Disclaimer : I don’t own Prince of Tennis. All right reserved to Konomi Takeshi.

A/N : Again, still draft. I like this one though it’s a bit.. weird? I’ll finish it!

-.-.-.-

"Ne,"
His kohai began. It's in the middle of summer, when the sun refused to reduce his light. Sweat covered most of their body.

The club activity just ended, and they are going home together.

Yanagi didn't look up. He responded with simple, "Hm?"

Kirihara grunted. He seems to be annoyed that his senpai isn't fully take attention to him, so he didn't continue his words.

Silence fell again.
Wind breezes, but it's not enough to beat the strong sunlight above. Sweat still drops.

Kirihara doesn't like silence. He doesn't like this situation, but he couldn't help it.

Finally Yanagi took a glance to his kouhai. He raised an eyebrow.

"What is it, Akaya?"

Kirihara smiled a bit, satisfied that he has his senpai's full attention. He closed his eyes.

"Ne, senpai. Why everything has to be a reason?" Asks him while placing his hands at his head.

Yanagi gave him a look. Kirihara doesn't return it. He thought for a bit, then speaks up.

"Because without reason, there's no goal."

Sweat drops from Kirihara's forehead, but he doesn't mind it at all. He's looking at his steps; light and slow.

He doesn't get it.

"Goal?"

"Yeah. Like, we're hungry, so we eat. We're lonely, so we chat. Reason is something behind our goal."

"Hmm."

Birds chirped. They are on their way home. Sky falls into sunny red; it becomes darker.

But he still doesn't get it.

"If that's the case," Kirihara looks up with serious face. "Then what is the reason I love you?"

Yanagi stared at him. His eyes still closed, but Kirihara could feel his gaze behind them; staring straight to his emerald eyes.

"Why should I know? It's yours to know."

"But I don't get it." He pouted. "I have no reason. And goal."

"I don't know about the reason." Yanagi crossed his arm. "But the goal, isn't it to make me return the feeling?"

Kirihara tilted his head.

"Do you?"

Yanagi shook his head, smiling sadly.

"Then I'm not sure." He said with a sigh. "Because even if you're not going to return it, I'll still love you anyway."

The older man chuckled. His kouhai can be cruelly honest sometimes. Kirihara's look on him again.

"Ne, senpai."

"Hmm?"

"Why don't you return it?"

Yanagi doesn't answer for a long time, so he continues to speak.

"I mean, I know that you like - love - fukubuchou, but you see, he's with buchou. You have zero chance."

He still doesn't answer. 
Wind blows a bit stronger this time, made his straight hair mess up a bit. He fixed it with his palm as he opens up his mouth.

"My answer is the same as yours." He looks up to the sky. "No reason, faint goal."

"Senpai." Kirihara took his arm. He held it tight. "Just give up already."

"Why?"

"You're worse than me. You don't even have a goal."

"Indeed." Their eyes met. "But you know, I'm bad at forgetting things completely."

"Then don't forget. Leave it be."

"Persistent, aren't we?" Yanagi smiled. "You love me that much?"

"Not because I want you to be mine, though." He kissed Yanagi's arm. "It's a release so you won't hurt yourself."

"You don't want me to return the feeling?"

"You say you won't, so I'm not complaining."

"You're interesting." Yanagi chuckled again, placing his finger in his lips. "Giving up the feelings, but continue to stay."

Kirihara grinned.

"Like you, I'm quite bad at giving up myself. Even more if it's related to you."

It's just a few more blocks from Kirihara's house. In a minutes, they will take separate way. Kirihara release himself from Yanagi's arm.

"Time sure is fast. It's already here.." Yanagi agreed with that. Kirihara gave him a peace sign, then smiled widely.

"It's nice to talk with you, senpai." Kirihara let out satisfied sigh. "Tell me when you give up."

"You're welcome." Yanagi said while threw his tongue at him. "Happy waiting."

"You're mean!" He laughs, then waved at him, going to their parting way.

Yanagi sighed. He silently agreed with Kirihara. He should give up now; at least, kill that sinful feeling to his friend.

But his heart refuses to give in. He put up a small smile, then whispered to nothingness.

"Make me, Akaya."

Fallen

Title : Fallen

Rating : M/R18.

Genre : General.

Pairing(s) : Kirihara x Yanagi.

Warning(s) : Yaoi, SoloM.

Disclaimer : I don’t own Prince of Tennis. All right reserved to Konomi Takeshi.

A/N : Written in Indonesian. Masih draft. Kalo udah kuedit, mungkin bakal kupost di ffn. Postingan fic pertama gua di Bahasa Indonesia kok mesum gini..

Well, to the story!

-.-.-

'Akaya, kau adalah kebanggaan kami. Kami titipkan klub tenis rikkai padamu.'

Akaya menatap langit-langit kamarnya. Suara itu, sosok itu, masih saja menggema di kepalanya sampai sekarang.

Orang itu.
Awalnya ia tidak terlalu peduli dengannya. Sifat mereka sangat bertolak belakang, begitu pula style tenisnya. Mereka juga tidak begitu dekat.

Tapi perlahan, Akaya menyadari bahwa keberadaan orang itu sangat penting; bagi tim maupun baginya. Ia selalu menyokong tim dari belakang; membuat menu latihan, memberikan saran, terkadang mengurusi anggota yang terluka. Padahal ia sendiri harus mengurus dirinya sendiri; namun ia hanya diam sambil melakukannya tanpa mengeluh.

Orang itu bahkan menjadi mentor khusus untuknya, mengajarinya untuk mengontrol kemampuannya yang agak berbahaya. Orang itu memang tidak melakukannya dengan senyum, tapi juga tidak terpaksa karena ia sangat menyukai timnya.

Tanpa senyum pun, ia sudah..

Akaya membalikkan badan sambil menutup mukanya dengan bantal.

"Huh, menggelikan."

'Akaya..'

Suaranya kembali bergema. Akaya bergumam jengkel.

Orang itu tidak cantik. 
Ia bahkan bukan perempuan.

Ia juga tidak bisa dikatakan tampan. Rambutnya lurus - berbeda dengannya yang keriting berantakan - dengan poni yang dipotong terlalu pendek. Benar-benar hanya pemuda biasa dengan mata yang selalu terpejam.

Bulu matanya panjang dengan garis yang tegas. Jika dibuka, terlihat sepasang bola mata yang tajam, seakan dapat melihat segalanya.

Lalu, bibirnya yang agak tebal-

Akaya menyipitkan matanya.
Untuk apa dia memikirkan orang itu..?

"Benar-benar menjengkelkan!"

Ia teringat saat orang itu mengobati lukanya. Jemarinya yang panjang menyentuh kulitnya. Orang itu tidak menceramahinya panjang lebar seperti fukubuchou atau jackal-senpai; ia hanya mengingatkannya sedikit, dengan suara yang lembut dan menenangkan.

Suaranya..

'Akaya.'

Akaya tak mengerti kenapa suhu tubuhnya meningkat saat suara orang itu terngiang di kepalanya. Debar jantungnya juga menolak untuk bergerak normal.

Bagian bawah tubuhnya juga, entah kenapa bereaksi.

Ia menggigit bibirnya.

"Jangan bercanda.. Mana mungkin aku-"

Seketika, terbayang wajah orang itu; dengan tangan sedang memegang pipinya, bibir yang tak jauh dari wajahnya, butiran air membasahi rambutnya. Kulitnya yang juga terkena air terlihat berkilau.

Terlihat.. 
Menggairahkan.

Tanpa sadar Akaya meletakkan telapak tangannya di bagian bawah tubuhnya. Dibukanya resleting celananya dengan tak sabar. Ia sisipkan tangannya dan mulai mengusapnya.

'Akaya..'

Ia berusaha mengingat semua tentang orang itu selain suaranya; ah, wangi tubuhnya. Orang itu selalu membawa sachet wewangian untuk membuatnya rileks. Ia pernah melihat sekali karena penasaran; rasa cinnamon. Wanginya hanya samar-samar, namun ia akui, wangi itu membuatnya rileks.

Mengingat wangi tubuh orang itu yang bercampur aroma cinnamon hanya membuatnya semakin bergairah.

Ia usap miliknya sedikit lebih cepat dari sebelumnya. Napasnya makin memanas. Ia melupakan kenyataan bahwa ia sedang menyentuh dirinya sendiri sambil membayangkan kakak kelasnya di klub yang merupakan seorang laki-laki.

Ia sudah tak mau memikirkan apa-apa lagi.

Sosok orang itu kembali muncul di kepalanya. Wajah orang itu dekat sekali dengannya; kurang sesenti lagi mereka akan saling bersentuhan. Orang itu tersenyum kecil, bibirnya mendekati telinga Akaya.

'Akaya, kau adalah kebanggaan kami - tidak, kebanggaanku.'

Akaya menggerakkan tangannya lebih cepat lagi. Mukanya kian memerah. Ia membasahi bibirnya dengan lidahnya sambil berbisik pelan.

"Yanagi-senpai.."

Iapun mencapai orgasme. Cairan miliknya membasahi telapak tangannya. Dilihatnya cairan itu, seketika ia teringat akan apa yang baru saja ia lakukan. Mukanya kembali memerah; ia merasa begitu bodoh dan malu. Diraihnya tisu di atas meja, mengelap tangannya, lalu membuangnya. Ia kembali menghempaskan tubuhnya ke atas kasur sambil berteriak frustasi.

"Sialan.. Sampai kapan kau mau menghantuiku?"

Ini bukan pertama kalinya orang itu muncul dalam pikiran Akaya. Awalnya ia merasa, mungkin, orang itu punya dendam padanya atau membencinya sampai-sampai dalam mimpi pun ia kerap muncul.

Namun perlahan ia mengerti. Kenapa orang itu selalu menghantui pikirannya. Kenapa hanya dengan mendengar suaranya saja, detak jantungnya bergerak sedikit lebih cepat. Kenapa semakin hari, frekuensinya menatap orang itu semakin sering. Namun Akaya selalu menyangkalnya.

Ia tahu bahwa ia terlihat seperti anak kecil yang tak mau melihat kenyataan,
Bahwa ia telah jatuh cinta dengan orang itu.